7:56 p.m. - 2007-02-02
Friday night
8:00 PM and still at work...Don't want to go home, and I can't anyway because some damn job is still running on my laptop.
If I go home all i can do is sit in a room and play on the computer anyway.
I feel so alone. My sl friend (lets call her Mandi) is seeing her ex boyfriend for the last time tonight. I told her to give him a good send off.
I don't know what to do... I am so tired...partly hungover from last night...God I hope things look better tomorrow.
I changed the address on the phone bill today...I'm dragging my heels a bit on this whole change of address thing.
Denial..Not just a river in Egypt anymore...
Also been half heartedly looking for sex on adultfriendfinder and ashmad...
I just want to wind back the clock one year and pretend that 2006 never happened...All the things that led up to this moment. This split...
Love is a sickness. I don't understand it at all.
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