4:19 p.m. - 2007-03-09
Hack, Slash, Type, Delete
There are too many actors in this passion play. I need to start simplifying. Every single girl that I date wants more than sex - I can see it in their eyes and the things they say. I am never going to find love if I keep looking for sex in all the wrong places. And I think I may have found what might be the one. I know she is one of three at least. Flor, Mandi and ...Rosie, lets call her.
If I could get it down to those three (plus me) that would be a start. I have to be ruthless.
I am going to set a random password on my secondary yahoo and gmail accounts so that I can't get to them.
Then I'm going to change my phone number at the weekend, and just give it out to family, friends, and two people. Flor and....
Well let's see what happens tonight. I'm seeing Rosie tomorrow with others, but she's invited me over tonight to her place, just the two of us. I have to be sooo careful. By that I mean I can't lie to her about Flor, but I don't want to mislead her in either direction, since I don't know what the hell I want...
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