11:35 p.m. - 2007-04-01
Whittling about
We are human beings. Evolved from social monkeys. It is our nature to not want to be alone.
I have slept alone for two months now. I have bumped uglies occasionally with others, but I always wake up alone.
I reckon I have about another 6 months worth of that crap.
The only person I'm screwing at the moment is Flor. But she feels like a brake on the wheel of my life at times. And she knows this and is anticpating our demise.
Sabrina is hoping to get back together, but I think she understands that its not going to happen. I tried to make it clear.
Dora. What a wonderful mind, and such a cool person. But I think that if we slept together it would be because we both think - "well, we haven't done that yet, I guess we should try it." You're a great person but I don't think we could last the ages.
Rosie. Oh Rosie, what the hell am I going to do with you? I grabbed you by the neck and kissed you properly last night. I've tried to make it as clear as possible that I want you, but that I am prepared to wait until I can come to you free and clear of all baggage, and I think that confuses you. As nice as you claim to think it is, you don't know what you are supposed to do - how you are supposed to behave. I have told you I have no expectations - let's just see what happens...
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